four years ago today

i gave birth to an angel. a beautiful, sweet, precious angel. she was ours to hold for fourteen days. ever since then it seems we are serving our sentence- a lifetime without your child seems like an eternity.
the party we had planned yesterday was a bust: asher was throwing up and the balloons we bought saturday night were on the floor by morning. i guess that's just the way things roll sometimes...
but asher woke up this morning excited to open addi's presents and eat cupcakes, baby sister will be here in two days, and we will re-schedule the birthday party. at the end of every day we are one day closer to having our whole family together again.





happy birthday addison! we love you!